I really wish I could control my emotions better. I hate crushes. You always end up crushed. It’s a guy from work who’s 8 years my junior and still very immature. That seems to make it even worse. And he doesn’t like cats (definite clue I should have turned my emotions to friendship only at that point). Anyway we’re no longer even talking. So I’m back to NO friends in JC.
He played a song for me before things went bad. Somehow the emotion of the song is very appropriate for what I’m feeling now.